Gigglings Brings Up Fun.

2009-11-29T11:58:00.000-08:00

Once is enough, that once when you took a total wrong step which changed your life 180 degree, make it all wrong. When you realised it, everything is too late. What done can never be undone. No matter how much you regret it, how much you want everything to be the same and how much you hope all these are illusion . It screwed your life, fuck up. Face the fact. When you are lying on the bed, on the way home or walking alone, you started to think about it again. You blame yourself for everything that happens. You regret how much it hurts you. Time will never heal the pain. Who the fuck told you it will? You told yourself everything happens for a reason. You gave yourself millions of reasons but none of them make sense. So what is the reason behind it?
Life is unfair.
And you deserve more than a slap.

2009-07-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

love is so tiring.
started with knowing each other, get tgt.
everything seems perfect, honey moon.
slowly start with arguments and quarrel.
get sick of each other.
then become commitment.
and lastly, broke up!!
fuck it, shit love, damn guys, bloody life.

2009-03-06T06:18:00.000-08:00

因为愿意才有承担的力量
因为愿意才有承担的力量
因为愿意才有承担的力量
因为愿意才有承担的力量
因为愿意才有承担的力量
因为愿意才有承担的力量

愿意 = 需要 = 想要 = 重要
所以我愿意
也需要
同时很想要
而你最重要
你懂吗?

而你呢?
不愿意, 不需要, 不想要, 更不重要;
哈
我笨

套句老话;
人生, 本来就是由矛盾组成的

2009-03-05T08:38:00.000-08:00

two people; two souls.

从沒有人说过這是容易的事

但亦沒有人告訴是可以这样的困难

爱

2009-02-27T12:59:00.000-08:00

uhhur, it's 5 in the morning and i'm still awake. Kinda lazy to get myself in bed, sucha waste
of my time. hahah. guess i'll be dozing off when i'm working tmr.
i was uploading some photos to facebook and friendster. Looking through
the photos i took recently and i realised that "happening night" is gone
since i started working. Gonna quit at the end of the month and yup, thats today.
That why i so high, fly high now. WOHOOO
So loviessssssssssssss, jio me out and party all nightsss!!
I want to get myself real drunk man. Can't rmb when was the last time.

morning!! byeee ;)

2009-02-18T11:36:00.000-08:00

这个世界上，所有事情都有障眼法，看见的，未必是真的；真的你未必能幸运的看见。

我呢?还未成幸运过.

就别白费工夫去分辨真假，还不如狠狠的投入去爱一场。反正也分不清楚，还不如聪明的装回糊涂，有些事情你假装不明白的样子，可能会有意外的惊喜.

傻人有傻福对吗?

2009-01-12T11:39:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why i put these two photos together. maybe we both
looks kinda depress in it.
i told ahling tonight "friends come and go, it depend who chose to stay and who don't"
right right right?

oh my, i know i sound damn pathetic, actually i am right now, in sucha situation.
when i almost fail my Olevel and score duper badly for both english and humanities.
(YES I FAILED THESE SUBJECTS)
but wat's there to complain about. i deserve it,righttttt!!??

TP? NP? NYP? SP?
how sad, i can only get into technology and engineering coursesssss.. HATE IT!!!

2009-01-01T10:57:00.000-08:00

I'm selling this top, it is from HURS. At far eat3rd floor. A local
designer brand. i bought it for $69.90. If you doubt on the price
you can go check on it.
and i swear to god that i didn't even wear it once.
reason ;
it is bareback, means it's tooo sexy for me. i can't carry S.E.X.Y style.
Bought i when i got my first pay and was toooooo excited about it.
(did i nag too much about tis top)
Anyway, if any of you are interested in this top.
you can contact me mting-andyou@hotmail.com (msn)
or just leave a comment in my blog.

selling at $40. If you think it's tooooo expensive for
a secondhand piece, think, the material is damn good
and it shows your perfect figure.

2008-12-26T07:45:00.000-08:00

Well I'm doing alright
Lately I can never tell

Last Christmas i gave you my heart .....

Christmas was so different this year.
Bad!
I spent Christmas eve with Bfriend and his family.
Bought last minute presents for his Mum and Sis.
I was working on Xmas eve and Xmas.

As for Christmas, went to Bliss with girlsss.
bla bla bla.

Anyway, i hopeeeeeeee next year's Christmas i will
still be able to celebrate with you, loveliesssssss

I regretted cutting my fringeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! yesss. i know i look uglieeeee noww!!!
WTF!

人生, 本来就是由矛盾组成的

2008-12-13T06:14:00.000-08:00

I am feeling super unwell now.
I am feeling so fucked up cos my parents so so irritating.
I got the feeling that i will be MC tmr.
I got the feeling that once i woke up tmr, my mum will start her grandma story all over again.
I got the feeling of moving outta my house.
I will take up car license in this holiday.
I will book a hotel at sentosa to celebrate my "Birthday" 15th oct'08
I will get a tattoo soooooooooooooooon.

Oh ya, i heard from Hilarie that if there is any extra hole on your body or anywhere, your life
will eventually change to a better or worst.
Uhoh, so i should force back my tongue piercing to change my life to a better.

FTW!!

2008-11-30T12:08:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooo
I just reached home from Punngol Marina.
kinda like that place. all of them are nice
and i m semi drunk now. thats why i could be
able to blog now.

Zouk, Crossroad tmr night. I hope friendss will be going.
It will be pathetic if they are not going cos I'll be alone with shirleen
Cheryl and Hilarie probably not going
cos of BOYFRIENDSSSSSSSS!
CHERYL, YOU BITCHHHHH!!!!!!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

I'm calling JD now, told me to call after i reached home
but that bitch is not picking up the phone.

oh ya, i was looking through those photosss i took
months ago and i realized that i look like shit now. Dammmnn

2008-11-28T08:04:00.000-08:00

I've been busying with work since olevel's over.

10th of december, genting trip with huiling and co.
i know my parents might not allow me to go there
with friends but.. whatever!! hahah

ohhhhhhh. st james XOXO party was a blast!
never been to clubbing for months.
LOVE the atmosphere and the music was great.
didn't take much photos this time. i will upload them
once hilarie send them to me.

went fishing on zack's birthday at tana merah tana merah~

I know "monroe" looks nice :X

P.S JD is damnnn cuteeeee

bye

2008-11-21T09:00:00.000-08:00

i was thinking, how shirleen is able to update her blog almost everyday.
i've been staring at my computer screen for more than 10mins yet it's still blank.

NO!! they are straight

i was chatting with sean aaron in msn just now. he's like.. wtf manxx! damn funny

Future Endeavors says:
is that your bf /
Future Endeavors says:
>>> (pointing to my msn dp, which is a photo of Shirleen and me when she's drunk)
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
huh???
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
who?
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
tts me and shirleen
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
you thought she is a guy?
Future Endeavors says:
hahaha
Future Endeavors says:
yea
Future Endeavors says:
sorry

then he's off to his usual random night jogging at 2 am =.="

2008-11-19T10:44:00.000-08:00

olevel is over. i had found a job in fareast but the pay
suck big time. bet i can only get around 5oo+ at the end of this month.
pull and bear called, if they are hiring me, i'm gonna
quit this current job and work there.

OMG. facebook's pet society game is sooooo cutieee.
it is the first ever game that i like and play.

i know my blog is soo damn dead already. whatever!

shirleen came over to my house to drink yesterday.
that drunk bitch is sad over her "new" lover.
cheeeeeeer up!

~

darling, you know i miss you all the time.
although things isn't the same anymore,
although we seldom hang out together like usual,
but i love you the most and you will be my best <3 everr!!!

2008-06-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

alright alright alright
i have no comments about how nasty you can be
we keep our mouths shut and not being bitchy with you
thats because we do still want to have a peaceful life
and you know what, no body needs you, seriously
we do think of the consequences
look down on other people? how clever can you be?
just bloody hell BARK whenever you are happy

there is loads of people in this world you hated,
if you gonna waste your time and your effort
to type it out in your blog and you simply enjoy doing that,
i look down on you. :)

and what, the fact is you are really skinner than us
*THISONEFUNNY*

2008-06-20T21:46:00.000-07:00

WAITWAITWAITWAIT
KNNBCCB
MONDAY MONDAY!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I HAVN'T TOUCH ANY OF MY HOLIDAY HW
AND I DIDN'T GO FOR ALL THE MOCK EXAMSS
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
SOSOSOSODEAD!

2008-06-07T00:24:00.000-07:00

I thought about it tonight, I’m lucky to be alive
I never thought these city lights would ever shine so bright
Floating on the surface, threatened to be dragged down
I thought I was lost forever, it turns out I'm alright

Captured in this light beauty will survive
And purified by fire you've made it to the sea

2008-06-02T00:47:00.000-07:00

每天起床就有一股无穷的压力
等待升降机时会对自己说
今天一定要比昨天做得更好
就这样，一天过了
知道自己今天又比昨天差
因此感到愧疚

俗话说知错就改善莫大焉

而我最懊恼的是
请不要再将我扯至四分五裂
你们所谓的强迫性
只会令我感到越来越渺小
爱我的话不要再八十分五十裂或者三百五十分一裂
真得很厌倦

when you tried your best to be perfect

2008-05-31T10:09:00.000-07:00

when you are living in such a miserable life
your most important person in your life
do not trust you at all
you tried your best to be someone them
want you/asked you to be
you tried,
but end up getting shit

when they never try to understand how you feel
you tried to explain
but they always refused to listen

OkayOkayOkay.. enough of all these craps

2008-05-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

好多心里话

不知道从何说起

一切的一切都变了

人生，真是个该死的东西

虽然知道一起在重复的一样的错误
也知道在这紧要关头什么才最重要
却有心无力
想着，今天一定要比昨天好
就这样，一天一天的混
鬼混
没进步
憎恨自己
借口也开始想骗自己

深夜不肯谁也不能入睡
在床中没有目的的蹍转翻侧
想着过去希望自己的未来

而我只想要的自由
怎么也没法得到

不过我庆幸有你们在

请让这该死的日子烟消云散

2008-04-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

He's my new love
~~

2008-03-14T00:44:00.000-07:00

<恋空>
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/2838483/

2008-03-08T12:36:00.001-08:00

什么是爱爱是什么

学校不成教导过学生什么是爱

从幼稚园到小学，再到中学高中大专大学

没有一科是专修什么是真爱

就算学校有教导也好最后也不会明白什么是真爱

因为是需要经验才能体会

个人的爱也不同感受不同际遇不同遭遇不同

真正而又纯洁，尊重而又坦诚

2008-02-18T02:48:00.000-08:00

分手时只需一分钟，不过培养爱情一辈子也不够.

喜欢一个人心傻傻的
担心一件事心飘飘的
挂念一个人心重重的
期待一件事心碰碰跳的

两年了,
似乎再也没有傻傻的喜欢了.
也没有飘飘的担心了.
同时也没有心重重的想着他.
更没有碰碰跳的期待着什么.

那爱呢?
好像飞走了~
就这样烟消云散.

结果在一起只有自私的理由.

2008-02-16T20:41:00.000-08:00

You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
Tonight.

I was waiting
For the day you'd come around.
I was chasing,
And nothing was all I found.
From the moment you came into my life,
You showed me what's right.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.

I never felt like this before.
Just when I leave, I'm back for more.
Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.
Tonight.
'Cause there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you.
And it feels like tonight.

2008-02-07T01:59:00.001-08:00

缘份。。

额。。。什么是缘份？

缘份是巧遇？似如我遇见的那白色衬裳男？

缘份是人与人之间的心灵撞击？那个我在skatepark 盯上的billabong?

那缘份会温馨吗？比如我以认识了3年的dearest!

缘份就是如此可遇不可求

有些东西是属于你的

无论你去拒绝还是阻止

最终还是属于你

而那些不属于你的东西

就算你去刻意强求

也无济于事

缘份 ; 它让你失望

让你迷茫时

让你惊喜

让你犹

所以缘份就是千奇般的神奇

2007-10-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

I'm having this consistent mood-swing these days
what's wrong hur?damnit
actually, I'm not sure what's wrong
something wrong, can feel it
And i was thinking, there is always a reason
behind everything that happened
WHY??????
and it really affect me
$#%#^%$^#$%@#%$@%#@#%$

everything went wrong
maybe not everything
ARGHHHHHHHH
I should try to make myself better

2007-10-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

My blog is not dead yet. LOL

today is the parents meeting session.
the results are bad, but i managed to promote. LOL
mum is feeling so relief, ME TOO!
everybody must must mug mug mug already!
DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!

my dear love and me had a birthday celebration
with everybody at Pittstop.
the night was beautiful.
but Fi, Limei and Layhoe wasn't there!!

FUCK THE SCHOOL.

It Is A Beautiful Birthday!!!

2007-10-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

It is the best and most wonderful birthday!!
THANK YOU ALLLL SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!
i tried to express my happiness and i have to much to say.
The first sweet balloon i get!!
The most beautiful roses i have!!
The cutest never-will-melt cake i received!!
The strawberry creamy cake i ate!!
AND & AND & EVERYTHING!!
I LOVE IT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND- SPECIALLY TO MY DEAR LOVE
I LOVE YOU!!!
THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON
MY SKY, MY WORLD, MY SUNSHINE, MY LIFE, MY LAUGHTER
& MY REASON TO SMILE!!

Mine!!

2007-10-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

Finally!!! exams are almost over!
left with Amaths and ART. A MUST pass subjects!!

went out with my Boy yesterday.
Super sweet outing. Although had a small crappy
quarrel over stupid thingy.
Sorry!

The Birthday Girl

2007-10-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

She is the birthday girl, Cheryl.
She is always the one i LOVE the most.
She is my pretty sister.
She is adorable.
And she is sweet.

My dear love!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!

CHERYL'S CHILLY CHEESY CHIPS

CMT <3

2007-10-10T07:16:00.000-07:00

TO LYNN:
if you are interested in this.. comment me.. or email!
i have two.. one is in the picture.. another one is the same
design, but the material is a bit translucent
=)

Exam

2007-10-09T03:23:00.000-07:00

I know that i will get a F9 for GEO & SS for SURE.
Handed in a blank sheet of ans paper..
and that SOYAMILK Mr Ng was shock.
anyway, i don't give a damn about it.
I did study for SS,
manage to read one chapter in the bus
OMW to school tis morning.
4 sheets of ans handed in, but a sure fail too.
Our school is so fucking poor that the picture
printed was so blur till i cannot even see any shit in it.
SOHAI!!
I am super worry about my
ENGLISH & CHEMISTRY RESULTS.
Please, let me pass it!!!!

sorry to my dear love.
To make you feel cold and worry about me.
I am always being so fucking abnormal when exam period.
Please forgive me for that :)
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANYYYYYY!!!!!!!

It Is Just 3 Days Away!!!! :D

一个人

2007-10-07T05:47:00.001-07:00

:(

一个人

从皮包里扯出我们的照片
沙发要移到客厅的另一边
晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟
已经没有什么人会埋怨
晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是心更乱一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门没差别
一个人
到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人
每一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人
偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边
一个人
我重新适应一切不方便
两个人
不一定就成全一个世界
一个人
关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线
过去那些情节
更明显

晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是心更乱一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门没差别

一个人
到底应该是右边或左边
两个人每一次争吵都值得纪念
Oh~~一个人
偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边
一个人
我重新适应一切不方便
两个人不一定就成全一个世界
一个人
关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线
过去那些情节
更明显
更明显

ABC

2007-10-05T21:09:00.001-07:00

When i look back into pass, i realize my life was so wonderful.
And now, i m in such a bloody-shitty state.

30/06/2007
Cheryl Fidelis

Hilarie Jeant

Limei MtinG

Chachanbo Hairstyle Day 03/04/2007

Although it is Wonderful -> shitty,
but all of you are still here with me

Clouds

2007-10-04T00:27:00.000-07:00

*my house near by*

Clouds appear free of care
And carefree drift away
But the carefree mind is not to be "found"-
To find it, first stop looking around

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

English papers today... and i m sure that I'm gonna flank it

Chemistry tmr.. which is worse
JeanT said" if you wanna sleep,
also must sleep on chemistry textbook!"

seriously, i always do that.. LOL..
and she put chemistry book under her
pillow yesterday night to sleep on it..

YOU..

2007-10-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

whenever i am with you i feel so so happy and happy and happy!!!
and i know till the end of day, you will still be with me..

2007-09-29T11:00:00.001-07:00

Truth to make our Life 100% successful..........
If
A=1 , B=2
C=3 , D=4 , E=5
F=6 , G=7 , H=8 , I=9
J=10 , K=11 , L=12 , M=13
N=14 , O=15 , P=16 , Q=17 , R=18
S=19 , T=20 , U=21 , V=22 , W=23 ,
X=24 , Y=25 , Z=26

Then H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%

L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47%

(None of them makes 100%)

Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our "ATTITUDE".
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes
OUR Life 100% Successful..

A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%.

( http://gleez.com/articles/management/how-to-be-sucessful )

IKEA

2007-09-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

IKEA-SODAMNFUN!

OH!! first..
IMSORRYJEAN!!!
we all bitches love you love you!

i have to say.. IKEA IS REAL FUN!!
the food and also the furniture.
meatballssss' the best

due to me fucking weak of English language.
i have to end her.

STARBUCKS

2007-09-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Starbucks on Sunday

yah!! I know it is way to late to blog about sunday.
but nevermind..

i thought motivation works at starbucks..
but.. it is so NONONONONO!
end up not studying at all..
and that Shirleen feel like drinking alcohol.
Cher left early for lantern festival class outing.

"no one can ever be more important than you"
it seems just a little, but means so so so much to me
i love you!

2007-09-24T09:57:00.001-07:00

10days to my EOY exams
17days to Cheryl's birthday
20days to my birthday
24 days to the end of EOY exams

you are like a piece of me

2007-09-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

I see you standing here
But you are so far away
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
I'm ready when you're ready for me

please tell me whats wrong.
don't tell me it doesn't matter anymore.
you know it does.
you are like a piece of me.
if you leave.
I'll be left

Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you

First post

2007-09-22T01:33:00.000-07:00

i think i need some MOTIVATION!!
and i think i am crazy now..
uncle henry said"laughing is a great way yo distress"
so now, i m laughing to myself in front of my computer
BUT IT IS NOT WORKING FOR ME!
asshole.

"sweet and chocolate cheer people up"
so now i wants to eat a lollipop
and trying to open the wrapper.
FUCKER.. i used 7mins to open tt.. FAILED
pen knife and scissor are useless
my teeth the best!

countdown- 13 days to exam
I am not prepared yet..
come on.. i need motivation now..
MOTIVATION MOTIVATION..
or i can just ask someone to slap me..
i think it works.. LOLL

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I am not sure why i need a new blog..
maybe i was just to bored.. and feel like
making a new one..
so everybody.. relink me alright..