Once is enough, that once when you took a total wrong step which changed your life 180 degree, make it all wrong. When you realised it, everything is too late. What done can never be undone. No matter how much you regret it, how much you want everything to be the same and how much you hope all these are illusion . It screwed your life, fuck up. Face the fact. When you are lying on the bed, on the way home or walking alone, you started to think about it again. You blame yourself for everything that happens. You regret how much it hurts you. Time will never heal the pain. Who the fuck told you it will? You told yourself everything happens for a reason. You gave yourself millions of reasons but none of them make sense. So what is the reason behind it?
Life is unfair.
And you deserve more than a slap.

love is so tiring.
started with knowing each other, get tgt.
everything seems perfect, honey moon.
slowly start with arguments and quarrel.
get sick of each other.
then become commitment.
and lastly, broke up!!
fuck it, shit love, damn guys, bloody life.

因为愿意 才有承担的力量
因为愿意 才有承担的力量
因为愿意 才有承担的力量
因为愿意 才有承担的力量
因为愿意 才有承担的力量
因为愿意 才有承担的力量


愿意 = 需要 = 想要 = 重要
所以我愿意
也需要
同时很想要
而你最重要
你懂吗?

而你呢?
不愿意, 不需要, 不想要, 更不重要;
哈
我笨


套句老话;
人生, 本来就是由矛盾组成的

two people; two souls.

从沒有人说过 這是容易的事

但亦沒有人告訴 是可以这样的困难

爱

uhhur, it's 5 in the morning and i'm still awake. Kinda lazy to get myself in bed, sucha waste
of my time. hahah. guess i'll be dozing off when i'm working tmr.
i was uploading some photos to facebook and friendster. Looking through
the photos i took recently and i realised that "happening night" is gone
since i started working. Gonna quit at the end of the month and yup, thats today.
That why i so high, fly high now. WOHOOO
So loviessssssssssssss, jio me out and party all nightsss!!
I want to get myself real drunk man. Can't rmb when was the last time.

morning!! byeee ;)

这个世界上，所有事情都有障眼法，看见的，未必是真的；真的你未必能幸运的看见。

我呢?还未成幸运过.

就别白费工夫去分辨真假，还不如狠狠的投入去爱一场。反正也分不清楚，还不如聪明的装回糊涂，有些事情你假装不明白的样子，可能会有意外的惊喜.

傻人有傻福对吗?

i have no idea why i put these two photos together. maybe we both
looks kinda depress in it.
i told ahling tonight "friends come and go, it depend who chose to stay and who don't"
right right right?

oh my, i know i sound damn pathetic, actually i am right now, in sucha situation.
when i almost fail my Olevel and score duper badly for both english and humanities.
(YES I FAILED THESE SUBJECTS)
but wat's there to complain about. i deserve it,righttttt!!??

TP? NP? NYP? SP?
how sad, i can only get into technology and engineering coursesssss.. HATE IT!!!

I'm selling this top, it is from HURS. At far eat3rd floor. A local
designer brand. i bought it for $69.90. If you doubt on the price
you can go check on it.
and i swear to god that i didn't even wear it once.
reason ;
it is bareback, means it's tooo sexy for me. i can't carry S.E.X.Y style.
Bought i when i got my first pay and was toooooo excited about it.
(did i nag too much about tis top)
Anyway, if any of you are interested in this top.
you can contact me mting-andyou@hotmail.com (msn)
or just leave a comment in my blog.


selling at $40. If you think it's tooooo expensive for
a secondhand piece, think, the material is damn good
and it shows your perfect figure.