when you tried your best to be perfect

when you are living in such a miserable life
your most important person in your life
do not trust you at all
you tried your best to be someone them
want you/asked you to be
you tried,
but end up getting shit

when they never try to understand how you feel
you tried to explain
but they always refused to listen

OkayOkayOkay.. enough of all these craps

好多心里话

不知道从何说起

一切的一切都变了

人生，真是个该死的东西

虽然知道一起在重复的一样的错误
也知道在这紧要关头什么才最重要
却有心无力
想着，今天一定要比昨天好
就这样，一天一天的混
鬼混
没进步
憎恨自己
借口也开始想骗自己

深夜不肯谁也不能入睡
在床中没有目的的蹍转翻侧
想着过去 希望自己的未来

而我只想要的自由
怎么也没法得到


不过我庆幸有你们在

请让这该死的日子烟消云散