Well I'm doing alright
Lately I can never tell

Last Christmas i gave you my heart .....

Christmas was so different this year.
Bad!
I spent Christmas eve with Bfriend and his family.
Bought last minute presents for his Mum and Sis.
I was working on Xmas eve and Xmas.

As for Christmas, went to Bliss with girlsss.
bla bla bla.

Anyway, i hopeeeeeeee next year's Christmas i will
still be able to celebrate with you, loveliesssssss

I regretted cutting my fringeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! yesss. i know i look uglieeeee noww!!!
WTF!


人生, 本来就是由矛盾组成的

I am feeling super unwell now.
I am feeling so fucked up cos my parents so so irritating.
I got the feeling that i will be MC tmr.
I got the feeling that once i woke up tmr, my mum will start her grandma story all over again.
I got the feeling of moving outta my house.
I will take up car license in this holiday.
I will book a hotel at sentosa to celebrate my "Birthday" 15th oct'08
I will get a tattoo soooooooooooooooon.

Oh ya, i heard from Hilarie that if there is any extra hole on your body or anywhere, your life
will eventually change to a better or worst.
Uhoh, so i should force back my tongue piercing to change my life to a better.

FTW!!

Helloooooooo
I just reached home from Punngol Marina.
kinda like that place. all of them are nice
and i m semi drunk now. thats why i could be
able to blog now.

Zouk, Crossroad tmr night. I hope friendss will be going.
It will be pathetic if they are not going cos I'll be alone with shirleen
Cheryl and Hilarie probably not going
cos of BOYFRIENDSSSSSSSS!
CHERYL, YOU BITCHHHHH!!!!!!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

I'm calling JD now, told me to call after i reached home
but that bitch is not picking up the phone.

oh ya, i was looking through those photosss i took
months ago and i realized that i look like shit now. Dammmnn

I've been busying with work since olevel's over.

10th of december, genting trip with huiling and co.
i know my parents might not allow me to go there
with friends but.. whatever!! hahah

ohhhhhhh. st james XOXO party was a blast!
never been to clubbing for months.
LOVE the atmosphere and the music was great.
didn't take much photos this time. i will upload them
once hilarie send them to me.

went fishing on zack's birthday at tana merah tana merah~




I know "monroe" looks nice :X













P.S JD is damnnn cuteeeee

bye

i was thinking, how shirleen is able to update her blog almost everyday.
i've been staring at my computer screen for more than 10mins yet it's still blank.




NO!! they are straight





i was chatting with sean aaron in msn just now. he's like.. wtf manxx! damn funny

Future Endeavors says:
is that your bf /
Future Endeavors says:
>>> (pointing to my msn dp, which is a photo of Shirleen and me when she's drunk)
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
huh???
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
who?
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
tts me and shirleen
CMT - Cheryl & Mting says:
you thought she is a guy?
Future Endeavors says:
hahaha
Future Endeavors says:
yea
Future Endeavors says:
sorry

then he's off to his usual random night jogging at 2 am =.="

olevel is over. i had found a job in fareast but the pay
suck big time. bet i can only get around 5oo+ at the end of this month.
pull and bear called, if they are hiring me, i'm gonna
quit this current job and work there.

OMG. facebook's pet society game is sooooo cutieee.
it is the first ever game that i like and play.



i know my blog is soo damn dead already. whatever!

shirleen came over to my house to drink yesterday.
that drunk bitch is sad over her "new" lover.
cheeeeeeer up!


~

darling, you know i miss you all the time.
although things isn't the same anymore,
although we seldom hang out together like usual,
but i love you the most and you will be my best <3 everr!!!

alright alright alright
i have no comments about how nasty you can be
we keep our mouths shut and not being bitchy with you
thats because we do still want to have a peaceful life
and you know what, no body needs you, seriously
we do think of the consequences
look down on other people? how clever can you be?
just bloody hell BARK whenever you are happy

there is loads of people in this world you hated,
if you gonna waste your time and your effort
to type it out in your blog and you simply enjoy doing that,
i look down on you. :)

and what, the fact is you are really skinner than us
*THISONEFUNNY*

WAITWAITWAITWAIT
KNNBCCB
MONDAY MONDAY!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I HAVN'T TOUCH ANY OF MY HOLIDAY HW
AND I DIDN'T GO FOR ALL THE MOCK EXAMSS
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
SOSOSOSODEAD!

I thought about it tonight, I’m lucky to be alive
I never thought these city lights would ever shine so bright
Floating on the surface, threatened to be dragged down
I thought I was lost forever, it turns out I'm alright

Captured in this light beauty will survive
And purified by fire you've made it to the sea

每天起床就有一股无穷的压力
等待升降机时 会对自己说
今天一定要比昨天做得更好
就这样，一天过了
知道自己今天又比昨天差
因此感到愧疚

俗话说 知错就改善莫大焉

而我最懊恼的是
请不要再将我扯至四分五裂
你们所谓的强迫性
只会令我感到越来越渺小
爱我的话 不要再八十分五十裂或者三百五十分一裂
真得很厌倦

when you tried your best to be perfect

when you are living in such a miserable life
your most important person in your life
do not trust you at all
you tried your best to be someone them
want you/asked you to be
you tried,
but end up getting shit

when they never try to understand how you feel
you tried to explain
but they always refused to listen

OkayOkayOkay.. enough of all these craps

好多心里话

不知道从何说起

一切的一切都变了

人生，真是个该死的东西

虽然知道一起在重复的一样的错误
也知道在这紧要关头什么才最重要
却有心无力
想着，今天一定要比昨天好
就这样，一天一天的混
鬼混
没进步
憎恨自己
借口也开始想骗自己

深夜不肯谁也不能入睡
在床中没有目的的蹍转翻侧
想着过去 希望自己的未来

而我只想要的自由
怎么也没法得到


不过我庆幸有你们在

请让这该死的日子烟消云散

He's my new love
~~

<恋空>
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/2838483/

什么是爱 爱是什么

学校不成教导过学生什么是爱

从幼稚园到小学，再到中学高中大专大学

没有一科是专修什么是真爱

就算学校有教导也好 最后也不会明白什么是真爱

因为是需要经验才能体会

个人的爱也不同 感受不同 际遇不同 遭遇不同

真正而又纯洁， 尊重而又坦诚

分手时只需一分钟，不过培养爱情一辈子也不够.

喜欢一个人 心傻傻的
担心一件事 心飘飘的
挂念一个人 心重重的
期待一件事 心碰碰跳的

两年了,
似乎再也没有傻傻的喜欢了.
也没有飘飘的担心了.
同时也没有心重重的想着他.
更没有碰碰跳的期待着什么.

那爱呢?
好像飞走了~
就这样烟消云散.

结果在一起只有自私的理由.

You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
Tonight.

I was waiting
For the day you'd come around.
I was chasing,
And nothing was all I found.
From the moment you came into my life,
You showed me what's right.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.

I never felt like this before.
Just when I leave, I'm back for more.
Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.
Tonight.
'Cause there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you.
And it feels like tonight.

缘份。。

额。。。什么是缘份？

缘份是巧遇？似如我遇见的那白色衬裳男？

缘份是人与人之间的心灵撞击？ 那个我在skatepark 盯上的billabong?

那缘份会温馨吗？比如我以认识了3年的dearest!

缘份就是如此可遇不可求

有些东西是属于你的

无论你去拒绝还是阻止

最终还是属于你

而那些不属于你的东西

就算你去刻意强求

也无济于事

缘份 ; 它让你失望

让你迷茫时

让你惊喜

让你犹

所以缘份就是千奇般的神奇